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| By NightWanderer |
2011-09-06 20:22:43 |
Yep, I am sick to death of everything right now. I'm under so much pressure I feel like I'm gonna crack like an egg. I'm helping out people, trying to find work, trying to do everything the job centre is piling on me, putting up with my entire family constantly reminding me that I have no job or life even though I am trying, putting up with a boyfriend that seems less and less like the guy I fell in love with every passing week.
Is it so much to ask just to have fun just being with me? Is it really that hard to keep his end of the deal when I keep mine?? Then I have my anxiety attacks when I get too scared to even step out the front door. My family wonder why I'm depressed, why I can't just pick myself up and be happy like them. What's so hard about your life when you're so young? They ask me. How many times must I explain things? And how many times they forget and think I just want attention. If I wanted attention I would tell them a lot more. If I wanted attention they'd know what I do to ease the pain, about the way I think of the day that'll come when I'll have the courage to go ahead with something stupid.
I haven't written this for sympathy, I just wanted to vent out my frustration, so if it makes no sense that's why. I'll be looking to the Goddess for guidance and comfort now, I wish I lived in the countryside so I could go on a relaxing stroll through fields, it would make me feel so much better. |
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