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~Beautiful Pain~ my newest song. |
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| By Kittykatcraft | 2011-11-20 11:13:12 |
| the background story to this song is a girl has never loved before. and then she finally finds someone she completely falls for. and he beats her and rapes her. but he always tells her he loves her. and that's all she needs to hear to keep loving him. and then he finally leaves her and she finds a new guy who loves her and treats her right. but she doesn't know how to handle it. she misses being abused by her last lover. so she ends up killing herself to forever live in her memories of his "beautiful pain". I feel this might have actually been one of my past lives... that, or something really wanted me to write this... ~Beautiful Pain~ Beaten, abused, always being used, That's the only life I knew. You hit me, I'm bleeding, you're constantly cheating, But that's the only life I knew. I crave your beautiful pain, beautiful pain, Hurt me, beat me, leave me there screaming. Beautiful pain, give me your, beautiful pain.. |: All you gotta do, is tell me that you love me. Ooh oh. Oooh oh. Ooh oh. :| And the pain all go's away. Till I see that faitful day, Where you finally leave me... And I'm all alone. My worst pain. Being alone, nothing in the world is the same. Nothing in this world is you. But then I meet someone new. Kissed and, hugged and, always being loved, In this life I'm so confused. He holds me, I'm nervous, he's constantly sweet and, In this life I'm so confused. Cause I miss your, beautiful pain, beautiful pain, He wont hurt me, beat me, or leave me here screaming, Beautiful pain, where is your, beautiful pain.. |:Please come back, and tell me that you love me. Pleeease, pleeeease, pleeease :| And I can't stand it now, There's only one way how, To end my pain for eternity... This is the end. Now it's time to say goodbye. Forever, I'll miss your Beautiful Pain. |
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