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| By dreaming_sunray | 2011-11-23 20:02:44 |
| my dad is always right. always! and hes always so smart. always knows what to do. always so perpared. and i follow him. but, he said, he said wicca is just one more thing to distract me. and its fake. he said wicca is fake and magic is fake. and witches are fake. i started to cry. my mom had told me that me, her, her mom, and on and on were witches. natural born, powerful, and wise. was it, was it true? was she just telling me this to make me happy? cause she already knew i was into all that stuff. mabey she lied to make me happy. she said she wanted to wait until i was 18. i dont know why tho. but all that stuff, all the wierd coencidences, were they just coencidences? that i happened to run across this site? that i happened to go to the same school as three other witches? or has my whole life, been a lie. has it? someone, plz, plz help. i decided to pack up my altar and everything i owned tht reminded me of wicca. i packed it up in a shoebox, wrote a letter to my mom saying i was giving my relegion up, and put the shoebox and letter on her dresser. it had everything in there. my altar, my books, my dream journal, my book of shadows, my pictures, my drawings, my wand(or pointer, whatever), and everything. she said i was over reacting and that i should stand my ground. but my dad said just the oppisite. he said some things are just not meant fighting for. like this. i wanted to argue but he had a look in his eyes that he didnt want to deal with it. so i dont want to do anything till i get some real answers. the truth. like from some orchle or something. not like i'll just run into one. i live in a cold miserable place. like i'll find someone to help. someone, out there. plz help me. i might just give up on everything. i might start doing stuff i would never do. wiccan gave me happiness. and i might start doing stuff like skipping school, and saying i hate my parents and start doing rebelious stuff. or worse. start threatening my own life. *gulp* like cutting myself. did you know theres a vain that can kill you if its cut? you'll die immidietly. plz dont let me turn emo. or dead. or miserable. i want to live. i want to live a happy life. i want to be daddy's little girl. but just not, without wicca. someone lead me down the right path before i take a wrong turn. someone help me in my crisis! :,( | |
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