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| By Waning_Moon |
2009-08-04 11:00:32 |
So, the time is drawing nearer to leave the place I've been for the past 8 months, to start a new life with my fiance.
As I look back on the time I've spent here, and all the things I've been through, it awes me how far I've come in such a short time. I have truly became a woman, instead of the little girl I was.
I think back on the fights, the break-up that shattered my world for about a month, and moving on and growing, learning and knowing, until I've reached this, the precipice from which my future will begin. And I feel the strangest mix of emotions which can only be called melancholy...For I leave a peice of myself here, even though that small part will soon be forgotten in the minds of all but me.
I have met my best friend, the one I call my soul sister. I've made enemies and been hated, yet never envied, for as is my usual fate noone noticed anything but the bad in me.
I first came here alone and small, only to meet people that ultimately changed my life, opening me to this world in a way noone else had. They showed me the path I am on, and being around them showed me just how much strength I had within me. By a chance meeting, mistrust soon blooming into a friendship like none other and introducing me to the real world of magick. With them I laughed and played, learned of myself and gained confidence to speak out and speak up.
Then, by the introduction of a website I would have never found, I met my soulmate. Now I have a fiance, someone to catch me when I fall, to love me no matter what. And me to do the same for him....
If our deities will it, and protect us for all our days, then we will be wed by the blazing autumn leaves, and vibrant moon, by briliant waters that we both call holy....And through this joining, our ancient wounds are healed, and we are given another chance.
Yes, I know that this is very confusing to many of you, perhaps all of you, because only I know the truth behind what I type. But take it as my soul bared, the thougts and words portraying my thoughts as they come, in this strange time of Melancholy.... |
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