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The Broken Bottle |
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| By Cyonide | 2009-12-29 17:03:37 |
| Tuesday DECEMBER 22nd the EMOTIONS that i've BOTTLED UP for so long finally EXPLODED on that day. My girlfriend and I have been going out since HALLOWEEN. And she was always afraid to tell her parents about us, for the fear of what would happen like it did for her last boyfriend. so i guess i was her paramoure (Secret love or love)if you wanna be technical with it. . . her secret boyfriend. anyways. . . we went to go catch a flick on monday, so we went to go see the new Christmas Carol, one because she always wanted to see it, and two to make her happy, besides i was a fan of Jim Carey. we went to the movies, and then afterwards she went to drop me back off at home. my brothers girlfriend came over and told my girlfriend how horrible the roads were, so i offered shelter for the night. hmmm... romantic, yes i know, but that morning after turned out horibbly wrong. she wanted to tell her mom where she was staying, but everytime she did her gay ass phone kept dieing on her, so i offerd my phone and she declined. you know you cant change a womens mind when she makes it up. she turned off her phone so that her mom couldnt track her, but that didnt stop the cops. they tracked her phone as well as her car. I thought that, that monday night wouold be our last together. that night was filled with drinks and romance. the morning after was horrible. the cops came over to my house, and asked for Chrissy. (My Girlfriend) The cop that talked to her was a level headed guy, he understood the whole situation. however chrissy could not bare the thought of confronting her mother after this little stunt she pulled. i mean come on she was eighteen, she didnt have any duties to take care of, i mean even she deserves to be happy. after the cop reported in with chrissy's mom, her mom was conserned as well as pissed. so she decided to pay us a personal visit. she yelled at her right infront of me. . . you have no idea how that made me feel. her mom said " Why didn't you just tell us you had a boyfriend, instead of just running off on your own, i didnt know if you were raped or cut up into peices, you had me worried sick." Chrissy said "But i'm alright mom" her mom intervened. her mom looked at me and said " So this is your boyfriend huh?" she turned away and looked back at chrissy. "I am going to take you car. . . i dont care how you get to work, maybe your boyfriend can take you. . . dont ask me dont ask you father and dont ask your sister, because we wont take you." after they left. . . i went back upstairs, a friend of mine called me because he felt like something bad happened to me. he called and ask to see what was up. i just said "yo" he could hear the pain and sadness in my tone of voice and asked what was wrong. i couldnt reply i was about to break down so i hung up. i couldnt talk straight so i just texted people and told them my problems. after a while i stopped texting people. i was still devistated, so i locked myself in the room and started to drink a bottle of straight up vodka, and started cutting myself. i only have a few cuts and scars, but as time passes i am considering that option more and more. even till this day i still wonder what happend to her, i dont know if she is dead or was shipped off to her asshole brother in indiana. And That was the story of how my BOTTLE BROKE. . . . a bottle is broken, but the other one has yet to be filled up. :( |
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